don't stop 'til you get enough.

There was a part of me that wanted to forget the last week or so, but i won't. It took me falling down and losing a hold of my heart to realise that i am the only one who can change it. I can't blame anyone else. I wouldn't want to.
I have been slowly losing faith in myself, i have forgotten how to believe.
I'm not writing this because tomorrow i am going to wake up, like it never happened.
i'm not going to wake up and pretend i haven't spent too many nights doubting my ability.
my strengths being overshadowed by my weaknesses.
Today, i reached out. I pushed my fear of asking for help aside, and what i got back was something that "thank you" can not even comprehend.
I found belief again. Just a shimmer, but a enough to lead me in the right direction.

Tonight also had more for me that i realised.

Those people you see, the ones you watch. Whether they're the one's on a movie screen, dancing on a stage, singing through your speakers. They're people like me. They're people that found something that just made their heart jump that extra beat, and they gave it everything they had. They didn't stop, and they won't stop. Everything they do, they give more than they have, they take and learn with open ears and open hearts.
Why aren't i one of those people?

Why do i think the little things i do are going to get me there?
nobody is happy from a 30% input?
you can't survive on 30%

I have learnt so much about life tonight, from these people.

" It's an adventure. It's a great adventure. We want to take them places that they've never been before. We want to show them talent like they've never seen before "

Shouldn't everybody live their life this way? Show the world who you really are. Don't hold back.

I can sing.

and i will not stop.